Poetry: Been Locked Down

I've been locked down
Now, I'm spiritually aware
Getting knocked down
I wasn't physically aware
What was that sound?


I was pulling out my hair
Gasping for air
This chair doesn't hold
My weight, and I crash
From sitting on my mistakes

Living lavish is great
At what price do you pay?
I've been accustom to the dark
So there's always room for brighter days
Forget it and smile, you say

While I just pile away
Hurt and pain are stashed
For another cloudy day
How can I not pray?
When I've been doubted, played

Along with your song
But you've been gone for so long
I tell myself, I need help
Please, tell me what I did wrong